My confidence has been building up quite a bit lately, I changed a lot when I came into year 10, I decided to be more crazy, out there, not really caring what other people thought. It has taken me so long to gain my confidence again, I dont know why bullying effected me so much, I was helpless, my world crumbled around me after that and I went into one of the darkest times of my life but fortunately it soon dissapeared and tbh now I'm as nutty as a fruitcake ;) I stood up infront of my P.E class with 3 of my friends, no idea what to do, and made up an aerobics dance routine.. With my own groovy adjustments obviously ;)
I really love music, it's a passion. I love singing, it's an ambition. But I dont dare sing to anyone because I'm so nervous and I dont have confidence in that region. Oh well.. All in good time I guess.
I really do love my brother :) We had a miniture rave/ dance fest in his room to little lies earlier and even though it was a tiny thing, I loved it. I cherish time with my brother, all the laughs we shared today aswell at the silly little creations we used to make. And now I'm introducing new people in my life, who support me when my brother is gone again.
I have also been writing love poems for quite a while as it is a small passion of mine ;)
This slot is for Miss Zoe Henry, you are just a bit of a legend!
Babes, all I can do is thank you :) you are ALWAYS there for me, even when I'm making bad decisions.. I mean you came to meet me when I was in tears over something minor and for that I love you forever. I'm always here for you darling, all the times we have shared together mean so much to me and I hope there is loads more to come. I have discovered that from pushing a bad friend out that got us to be friends, we have become closer and that has been one of the best decisions ever. Thankyou for everything babes. I LOVE YOU ZOE HENRY!
OH and you're extremely gorgeous ;)
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