You talked to me. I guess that's a start.. Even though our conversation just cut me deeper and deeper, I hurt you in ways I can't describe, I can tell you I regret it a million times, but there is no way in hell it'll make a difference. I can't say sorry enough for everything, but it'll make no difference. I could cry until I couldn't cry anymore but still.. No difference. I just feel like pouring my heart out but I stop myself, I couldn't hold back the tears and I broke down. It shattered me into tiny pieces.
You said some hurtful things, I did some hurtful things. But it's all over now yes?
You have no idea how much I kick myself over that, my whole world came crashing down, I got angry, I punched my wall repeatedly and then it turned to sadness and I cried until my tears ran dry.
Trying to build myself back up and start a fresh new start didn't work out as planned, I'm back to square one. Holding myself back to re-creating past times, is so difficult, everything in my room is just you. I can't believe what you said about my love message on your window :/ I couldn't bare it. I just couldn't. All the times we spent together, rushed to my head like a tidal wave.
I miss you. But you're probably right. You're better off without me.
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