Tuesday, 22 March 2011

Blegh.

At the moment I feel like giving up. School is tiring, exams are getting closer and closer and I'm just drained. I'm looking at my school work and thinking 'WTF', everytime I think I've grasped something, I come back to it later and I've completely forgotten, my life is lagging and I just want everything to be over with. I'm finding things to look forward to at the end of the day but as life progresses my options are getting smaller and smaller, I don't look forward to going home anymore, sitting alone in a room for the rest of the day until I go to bed. I guess the ultimate thing I'm looking forward to is summer, just being free and not worrying about school or exams.

These pills are fucking up my emotions, I'm so sensitive I can find myself crying for no reason, starting up arguments and punching walls. I may be happy most the time but behind that is an angry vicious bitch waiting to be aggrivated.

I can't stand annoying people, people with high-pitched voices that feel the need to shout when a person is sitting next to them, people who throw food to get it in the bin and just chuck it everywhere and are too lazy to pick it up, people who purposely annoy you and fucking twats that don't give a shit about others. Grow some balls, get over yourself and stop being a prick because no one cares about selfish losers.

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