Blegh.

At the moment I feel like giving up. School is tiring, exams are getting closer and closer and I'm just drained. I'm looking at my school work and thinking 'WTF', everytime I think I've grasped something, I come back to it later and I've completely forgotten, my life is lagging and I just want everything to be over with. I'm finding things to look forward to at the end of the day but as life progresses my options are getting smaller and smaller, I don't look forward to going home anymore, sitting alone in a room for the rest of the day until I go to bed. I guess the ultimate thing I'm looking forward to is summer, just being free and not worrying about school or exams.

These pills are fucking up my emotions, I'm so sensitive I can find myself crying for no reason, starting up arguments and punching walls. I may be happy most the time but behind that is an angry vicious bitch waiting to be aggrivated.

I can't stand annoying people, people with high-pitched voices that feel the need to shout when a person is sitting next to them, people who throw food to get it in the bin and just chuck it everywhere and are too lazy to pick it up, people who purposely annoy you and fucking twats that don't give a shit about others. Grow some balls, get over yourself and stop being a prick because no one cares about selfish losers.

Celebrations!

So it's Lukey bears birthday today, we celebrated it by going out for a lovely meal then I spent some time with him, he just makes me so happy, I love it.

It was his party on Saturday aswell, despite us being late by 2 hours, it was still MEGA fun. Dancing like a boob, staying up basically all night, making a fort out of duvets and pillows like cool kids and making cookies the next day :) It's a relationship like this that i've dreamed about :3

My bear :')

So I was thinking.. I need another blog, haven't written one in a while. So I'm gonna go ahead and write another one about Luke because to be honest, he's the only thing that matters the most to me at the moment.

Every moment with him is just so amazing, I love being around him I really do :') Like on the day before valentines day, he came to my house to give me presents (which I LOVED) and dealt with me being heavily ill with massive red lips and a blocked nose :L He always makes sure I'm alright even if I'm slightly down, and he's always there for me if I need a boyfriend, a friend or just someone to listen. It's great to have someone like that in your life just so you feel safe, at the end of the day they'll always be there, whatever the problem is. Not matter how tough our problems are Luke I'm sure we can get through them, because it's you + me forever ;) <3