Eurgh.. Exams -.-
I'm getting myself worked up again over retakes and new exams, but I guess it's just preparing for the future stress really. But I'm gonna keep my chin up and be confident because I cannot be bothered with stress, upset and anger anymore, it isn't doing me any good, it is literally causing me pain. I've also decided that I'm gonna try and keep as many friends as I can, because I shouldn't be a prick to anyone like I usually am, I wanna be seen as 'nice' or 'lovely' not as a 'bitch' or 'two-faced'. I literally get SO annoyed at the smallest things, I have such a short temper and it's really annoying, like when people are just a bit arsey with me I flip out. Somebody once told me that in an argument "I will always win because I mention everything, never leave a stone unturned and even go into personal things" this made me feel bad for ages, because I hated to face the truth :/ I argue all the time and I realise it's wrong whilst arguing but I refuse to stop. I hate me. So I'm changing.
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