A long time coming

Now kids, I haven't written a blog in a while so here it goes..

It was my birthday on Wednesday, I have such amazing friends they made me have a great day despite me having two mock exams. I got some lovely cards and presents and I wish they could all know I couldnt live without them.

Yesterday was a special day too, I took some of my friends out for a meal at Frankie & Bennies, I was a bit gutted that I couldn't invite more people tbh, I had a lovely time though and then I had a fantastic time over my awesomely prettyful ginger friends house :)

And now today, I went shopping with Mother Hen, and she bought me LOADS of new clothes and I bought myself the cutest ever dress from topshop :)

God, almost 2 weeks till I go to Poland and then I'm going on holiday with my parents to a country of which they have not decided yet..

All of this lovely stuff comes with a price though, I have NEVER had so many arguements with my parents :/

- An extremely spoilt Alexandraaa ;) xx

I hate these times.

I'm having one of those days where I just want to run away and dissapear..

My ever interesting life so far

I have my exams week soon, how exciting and how annoying..

I feel like I'm gonna fail, like most teenagers I guess. Well when I say most I rule out those few people that are always confident they will get an A* not mentioning any names.. *cough* Bethany *cough* it's those stuck up people that I hate.

I took a trip to the University of Reading on Friday in a hope to be inspired for what course I want to get a degree in, the choice was too hard and the things they said made me not even have the will to go anymore.. On a happy note, I got loads of freebies and I made slime ;)

Parties are curious things, they make me hyper even when I haven't drunk anything. They make me go that little bit more hyper and happy than anyone else, for example, last night I was running around in the rain with a towel over me, flapping the towel, like wings, pretending to be a bat. The party started off kinda boring, watching the world cup which may I add, I LOATHE football and it got much better when we started doing shit, I also raved until my neck hurt, now unfortunately I am in severe pain. Oh well we shall see what goodies tonights party brings.

- A partied out Alexandra ;) xx

P.S. Hannah if you're reading this, thankyou ;) x

those ones you can count on

I love all my friends, they arent bitches, they arent nerdy (well they are kinda ;) ) they arent hated. Basically they are all cool kiddo's..

I respect every single one of my friends for always being there for me, and being able to chat with them for hours and hours about anything. To show my love for all my friends I made a collage on an A3 sheet of paper of pictures of me and various other friends, I love it and I always smile everytime I look at it. And yes Hannah, if you are reading this, I love you ;)

Thankyou friends, you are all truely my best friends :)

Thankyou Andy for being the most amazing boyfriend EVER! :)

-Alexandeerraawwrr ;) xx

music always has a place in my heart

I officially love musicals, songs with cute lyrics and rave songs ;)

- A musical Alexandraa ;) xx

not much of a blog

I am truely amazed someone actually reads my blog. Thankyou Hannah you lovely girl you ;)

I'm currently singing and eating junk food.. not good. I love my lovely, amazing, adorable, gorgeous boyfriend, and cannot wait until he can spend a long time with me once again ;)

- Alexandrraa loves you ;) xx

Windsurfing weekend..

This weekend I have been to see my lovely boyfriend go windsurfing, we stayed in a tent for 2 nights, one of which I was freezing my butt off and didn't get a wink of sleep, but on the upside, I sunbathed for a while and spent some quality time with Mummy Robinson.

It's funny you know, I never though I'd see my boyfriend in a suit that skin tight, but I did, and I laughed ;)

- From a very tired Alexandraawr ;) xx

A rambling on post

The bad aspects of my life,

I always look on my life as boring and the 'same old routine' day in day out, I need more thrill in my life, to go out and do something i've never done before. Yeah, I have a beautiful niece, great friends and a lovely boyfriend but I want that little bit extra all the time, I always try to make people happy. I have recently been trying to get this boy who is depressed to help his problem, believe it or not, it's over a girl, which is a silly reason to give yourself mental health issues over.

I always consider myself fat or ugly, I dont know what it is about me, I just hate myself for everything I do. I blame myself for everything that happens, whether it be friends or family, I often blame myself for when my sister used to rage at my dad..

That's what hurt me the most in my life, the way my sister and dad had huge arguements ALL the time, I used to get it, I was only young. Having to deal with the fear that when my sister walked out the house or ran away, she may never come back. Waiting around for a teenage drunk to sway her way up the stairs and into your bedroom to occupy the spare bed covered in her sweet wrappers and coke cans. Dealing with the sound of your mum sobbing every night because she's had enough, my parents often walking out the house, my brother frantically trying to calm everyone down, especially me. I confided in my brother when I was sad because of the carnage downstairs, he would hug me and tell me it'll all be over soon, my family are still left with memories of the bad tempered teenager, swinging her fists in every direction, and maybe more extreme. She would flip at the click of your fingers, over the smallest things, you had to tread on eggshells to keep her happy, and so my family dealt with it until she moved out..

Now thats off my chest i'm feeling a bit better. :)

another one of those love posts

Some people may not believe in love at first sight but I now do because i've experienced it, you may be getting sick of me talking about my new love life, but I dont care because the boy in my life means more to me than anything else. You may think, yeah but we havent been together long, but it doesnt matter cos I know i'm gonna always love this boy no matter what, and I hope he loves me too..

I'm constantly thinking about him, I write him poems and essays to express my love for him, sounds stupid and annoying but its just to show him how much I care. I adore everything from his smile, to his silly little ways of making me laugh, we act silly around eachother and we are not afraid to share secrets or say anything disgusting or embarrasing to eachother. I personally find him gorgeous if i'm honest with you bloggers, im pretty sure im not the only one but if I am, who gives a fuck cos hes my boyfriend and I love him to bits..

- An in love Alexanderrawrr ;) xx

Life is cool

I must say, this week, i've been quite the social butterfly.. Today I went out with my buddies :) we sat on a field then unfortunately got caught in the rain, but its always fun with those guys.

This weekend I'm looking forward to going to my wonderful boyfriends windsurfing event <3 I love him so much xx

- Alexandraa ;) xx

The beach.

I had a wonderful day at Weston-Super-Mare on the beach with my mum, dad, sister and my niece marie :) The day was filled with sun, ice-cream, food and sand :)

I do love the beach apart from the part when my back got kinda burnt, ah well, life goes on

- Alexandraa ;) xx

I love my friends tbh

Yesterday, I went out for the day with my lovely friends, pretty boring apart from the sun, my bestfriends and my boyfriend :)

My bestfriend and I had this lush kebab then went out again to meet up with a few of our other friends, they were a bit more fun, no offence but they were. APART from the boyfriend once again.. We were crazy enough to decide to go in the freezing cold outdoor pool, after getting nearly everyone to sit down in it we played around and then the cold set in.. :L it was fucking FREEZING. Me and my friend shivered all the way back home, to greet a towel hanging on her door, we got changed, got warm, and watched some telly.

This is the life :)

- Alexandeeerrraa ;) xx

A new day

Today I am going to meet up with my friends, this probably isnt exciting to read on my blog but ah well..

I love my friends, they are truely what makes me, me!

- Alexandraa ;) xx

life is pretty sweet

So todays big news, went to history revision this morning 4 hours of boring shit..

Then, the best part of the day, seeing Mr. Robinson, everytime I see him, everything feels perfect, I'm unaware of my surroundings, all my mind and eyes are focused on is him.. I hold him close in my arms and all of my pain and worries seem to dissapear, his soft lips caress mine and I'm whole again :)

Me and him are so silly together, I feel like I can be myself with him and thats what I love the most :)

Dear god, I do love seeing my boyfriend :) 5 months and i'm already set for life ;)

- A loved up Alexandraa ;) xx

One of those moments, you know?

I'm at one of those points in my day, where I get a lump in my throat and my eyes go all fuzzy..

Due to me being stupid and crying over nothing, I guess i'm just feeling lonely. I'm gonna go to bed and think my life over..

Goodnight bloggers. I hope you have a better night than i've had.

A little about me...

I love..

• PHOTOGRAPHY!
• SINGING!
  
• Bright colours
• Anything art related
  
• Food
  
• Clothes
• Shoes
• Converse
  
• Music
• Singers such as Dizzee Rascal ;)
  
• Movies
  
• Cooking
• Monkeys
• Phone calls
  
• Long chats about life
  
• My photo collage :)
• Zebra print
• Leopard print
  
• Patterns
  
• Marilyn Monroe and various other celebrities
  
• Friends
• Family
• And finally I love that one special guy, who can brighten my day no matter what, Andrew Robinson :)

Now for the things that get to me..

• Liars
• People who boast
• People who think they have the weight of the world on their shoulders
  
• Justin Bieber
• Man whores
• Boring people
• People who lie about depression
• Self-centered people

Basically most negative society piss me off, but most people I know are lovely and I respect them for that ;)

- A rather moany Alexandraa ;) xx

you know those days

I'm talking about those days when everything is pretty awesome, you are surrounded by people you love all day and it just cheers you up.. Even though you have the crappest thing to do like maths revision ¬_¬ sigh..

Oh well, today has been pretty epic with some of my closest friends.

I'm also currently watching Mitchell Davis on youtube..

- from an indeed happy Alexandraa ;) xx