Hello old friend...

Hello blog, it has been a while. I felt like anger has built up inside me so it's time for me to express it, starting with A levels, at my school you don't seem to get appreciated for all that extra work you put in, when you could be slacking like all the other 'I can do jack shit and get amazing grades' bastards. The other thing is page 3 models, wow you turned into a model at the age of 18? That's probably because you got a boob job at 16 and just whipped them out. Once you're perceived in that way, no man will ever appreciate you, they will NOT think you're beautiful, NO ONE will think you're intelligent, you're just an object, a piece of meat. By all means show your whorish anorexic, fake body off, but don't slam it all in my face. Have fun with the rest of your lives being looked at in no other way than a has been that was in a pornographic magazine a few times.

Results

Woah. No post since before I started sixth form and now here I am with my AS results about to start year 13. Scary stuff. I can't say I'm disappointed with my results but I expected a bit more from myself given that I put in so much effort. I can't help but think tired with everything, that I'm tired with no one considering for one second how I'm feeling about something, I do my best to never seem selfish to my friends but in return I get walked all over..

Back again ;)

Well hello there old friend, haven't been on here in a while.

2012 eh? New year, new me and all that, yeah right. Everyone says that every year then at the end they just complain about having a shit year again, me included. Hopefully now though, sixth form will make my school life easier, seeing as though I don't have to juggle revision for about 7 subjects. In sixth form I decided to only do 3 subjects which I guess makes it even easier, but to be honest, I still get behind. I tell you, it's hard to learn psychology when your teachers breath smells like coffee and excrement mixed together. Blegh. Ending compulsory school was quite sad in some ways though, losing contact with all your old friends, there is so many of my old friends I haven't seen once since prom or awards evening. Ah well, it was an adventure guys, thank you for every last minute of it.