It's been a while blogger my friend.

Yeah so I've been feeling kinda different lately, my life is moving on so quickly one day I'm just coming up to year 7 'big school' next day I'm in year 11 considering sixth forms and university. Whats going on there.. Where does it go.

I need to do something different with my life, grab it by the balls and live. Try new things, have new experiences, yes my life may be going through a rather rough patch at the moment but I need to stay positive through this, this is how I've noticed how much I need my friends and how much music can really help me through tough times. I've discovered by that pushing old bad friends out the way, i've come closer to new, better, good friends.. yes I'm talking about you Miss Henry & Miss Wylam, you truely are amazing and I never wanna lose you as friends :) <3

I've been helping others in time of need at the moment which really helps me forget about my own troubles, lets hope things will look up from here.. I just feel like saying 'Fuck it, I'll live life how I want to, not how I'm told to' I want to be able to sing as loud as I want in public without being judged, to dance like a maniac and make people join me, make retarded sounds without being looked down on and just live my life how I've always wanted..

Thankyou everyone for being there for me <3 I love you all so much..

-Alexandraararaaa ;) xx